just missing the feeling of being in a village ......

It was a great great video!!!

My Heart has been in great discomfort..... Something, somewhere is pocking in... i am trying hard and trying to get it out to the surface where i can resolve the issues or deal with them....

1. I have been listening to this book from some time..
2. Been writing and figuring out the matters
3. Been praying with more khushou3 n making dua and doing Adkaar as much as i can 
4. My heart is very sad, i feel that my heart wanna go closer to Allah but some where, some how somethings(of course Shaitan) is keeping me away...
5. Also been listening/watching Joyce Mayer's videos about Battlefield of the mind 

Even though she is not muslim but she talks about how to keep your mind in alignment...

A busy Sunday

Alhamdulillah It's been a busy and nice day after few stressful days and I tried hard to make it a busy one, so I can stay busy for couple of days in sorting and organising my stuff in the new storage drawers system...
Bought new drawers, fixed them, made some space for them and arranging my stuff in them ....
Also we had fun togather as we were passing jocks....
I saw a Muslim lady when we were leaving the shopping centre and I gave her Salam and she replied back with a sweet smile, which made my day ... :)

A freezing day out

It was a day off started with my mothers phone call(700U-ph)
Then after many days we whet shopping and had fun together...
We have been to many shops but I couldn't chose even one dress..
But we enjoyed dahi bary and my fav samosa from Ambala. Oh God!!! It was freeeeeeeezing Cold and still we had a good day and collected some good memories to remember such as an anti bumped her car in the car park and even did it again as she couldn't manage to drive properly..

❤The most fun filled moment❤
Was that when after quality food mum wanted to go Ice land and couldn't go in with her as I had shopping bags from Quality food, so I sat near the entrance and mum went in to buy couple of things...
An anti ji (A middle age seeikh lady ) was talking to a man seemed her family friend and she was talking him about her son and how he behaves... (Her English was very good so I can say she has been here from more than 50 years or may be she is born here. And she was speaking in both English and Panjabi that how her husband is also responsible for his son's bad behaviour and that's why he doesn't respect/listen me .....
The moment I couldn't stop laughing was when she said (to the man she was talking to, about her son)that "he is such a Haram da you know?" hahaha ohhhh God it was really funny for me that how wonderfully in 2 languages she has been expressing her feelings(of love and care) for her son.. :)

We unlocked mum's ph and I bought this today⬇