just missing the feeling of being in a village ......

It was a great great video!!!

My Heart has been in great discomfort..... Something, somewhere is pocking in... i am trying hard and trying to get it out to the surface where i can resolve the issues or deal with them....

1. I have been listening to this book from some time..
2. Been writing and figuring out the matters
3. Been praying with more khushou3 n making dua and doing Adkaar as much as i can 
4. My heart is very sad, i feel that my heart wanna go closer to Allah but some where, some how somethings(of course Shaitan) is keeping me away...
5. Also been listening/watching Joyce Mayer's videos about Battlefield of the mind 

Even though she is not muslim but she talks about how to keep your mind in alignment...