Monday 13 February 2012

A busy Sunday

Alhamdulillah It's been a busy and nice day after few stressful days and I tried hard to make it a busy one, so I can stay busy for couple of days in sorting and organising my stuff in the new storage drawers system...
Bought new drawers, fixed them, made some space for them and arranging my stuff in them ....
Also we had fun togather as we were passing jocks....
I saw a Muslim lady when we were leaving the shopping centre and I gave her Salam and she replied back with a sweet smile, which made my day ... :)

Thursday 9 February 2012

A freezing day out

It was a day off started with my mothers phone call(700U-ph)
Then after many days we whet shopping and had fun together...
We have been to many shops but I couldn't chose even one dress..
But we enjoyed dahi bary and my fav samosa from Ambala. Oh God!!! It was freeeeeeeezing Cold and still we had a good day and collected some good memories to remember such as an anti bumped her car in the car park and even did it again as she couldn't manage to drive properly..

❤The most fun filled moment❤
Was that when after quality food mum wanted to go Ice land and couldn't go in with her as I had shopping bags from Quality food, so I sat near the entrance and mum went in to buy couple of things...
An anti ji (A middle age seeikh lady ) was talking to a man seemed her family friend and she was talking him about her son and how he behaves... (Her English was very good so I can say she has been here from more than 50 years or may be she is born here. And she was speaking in both English and Panjabi that how her husband is also responsible for his son's bad behaviour and that's why he doesn't respect/listen me .....
The moment I couldn't stop laughing was when she said (to the man she was talking to, about her son)that "he is such a Haram da you know?" hahaha ohhhh God it was really funny for me that how wonderfully in 2 languages she has been expressing her feelings(of love and care) for her son.. :)

We unlocked mum's ph and I bought this today⬇

My money Tree❕

Let's think about what am gonna do with it.. and how am gonna increase it.... Ermmmmm why don't I just make a random wish list first then it will be easier to move on.... Ok!!!! Here we go!!!!
"Inshaa Allah"
❤I Wanna go for Umrah
❤Gift of Umrah to my Mum
❤Sadaqa
❤Help some people I love the most
❤Buy some gifts for my lovely friends
❤Buy gifts for my family
❤Trip to Pakistan
❤Hajj with family
❤Time to pay back....
❤Do charity works/Sadqa-e-jariya
❤An I pad
❤Study further to help myself and help others
❤Join Sports
❤Get good health to keep my body and brain working great
❤Go on holidays when am tired
❤Add a smile and a little comfort in somebody's life by sharing some valuable pieces paper with them (I mean money)
❤Short courses or work shops to increase my Relijious & worldly knowledge
❤Help Family, friends and others in getting education
❤Paying for my family/friends holiday to enjoy life to gather
❤Helping Old People specially in Pakistan
❤Buy the house I like and make it a wonderful, full of love, peaceful home
❤Buy the cars I love
❤My own Stationary collection
❤Make people as much happy as I can
❤Gems & pearls as I am a girl you know :)
❤Wardrobe (keep it up to date)
❤ Spending on your self is a way to "Be Thankful" To ALLAH SUbhanahu Wa Ta3ala
❤Qurbani and Fidiya (when I couldn't fast, or someone from my family didnt )
❤................................
❤.........

⬆This is just a part of my list...
May Allah make my and everyone else's wish list Come True!!!! Ameen!

Tuesday 7 February 2012


On my way to bank it seemed as its raining, but in couple of 
seconds I saw something white on my coat which was black 
and I then realised  and said ''Ohhhhhhhh myyyyyyy GOD its 
snowing'' I got soooooooo excited that I instantly called 
mum and  told her about Snow and how I happy I am. The 
main thing was that I was out and could have fun, feel and 
enjoy snow which you cant really do when you are indoor. 

SNOW FOR ME: Is much more than just enjoyment,
making a snow man and having a snow fight. 

Since Tuesday I've been suffering from a very  bad flue but to
 be honest I don't really mind these things I mean getting cold or
 flue........ I keep an attitude of ''Alhamdulillah in every situation''
 and I try to find the positive aspects of that situation or in
 other words the hidden blessings of  that sad/unwell situation 
as I believe that ALLAH  is  showering his countless blessing
 upon us in every situation and its only upon ''us'' how do we
 take these situation...

First Snow of the Year 2012
4th Feb:I've been following the news about when will it 
snow... In the evening, It started snowing. First I thought
 it will might snow just for an hour or so.., and didn't really
 pay attention to it, in spite of the fact that I was very
 happy. After few hours I  realised that it is looking very
 white through the window which is not normal in winter....
 so I quickly went to the balcony..... 

and this is WHAT I SAW 

I then enjoyed a lot, really wanted to go outside, feel it
 for longer time and live those moments of ''RAHMAH''
(blessings).. but it was midnight and I had flue so mum 
didn't allow me to go outside,I also asked bhai ''shell we
 go out?'' he didn't agree.. but never mind, I enjoyed t
hrough the window for a very long time and captured 
some memories of that night.. It was so Beautiful that
 I didn't want to go away from the window... I felt like
 a kid as I just wanted to stay out or at least by the
 window. I wanted to keep/store those precious 
moments in my eyes....................

When its Snowing I feel like Allah is very closer to us. 
''I take/see Snow as a RAHMAH''(blessing)

when am looking at snow falling down I can see 
every single snowflake as an individual pack full
 of Rahmahwhich is very special in itself and i
fills you up with Allah's great Rahmah soon as it 
lands upon you. I see it pure because its white 
and coming from above............




                I tried to put my feelings into words but still I don't
                think  I can fully express  what is snow  for me.....

Sunday 5 February 2012

Ten Spiritual Tonics
1. Stop worrying. Worry kills life.
2. Begin each day with a prayer. It will arm your soul.
3. Control appetite. Over-indulgence clogs body and mind.
4. Accept your limitations . . .
5. Don?t envy. It wastes time and energy.
6. Have faith in people. Cynicism sours the disposition.
7. Find a hobby. It will relax your nerves.
8. Read a book a week to stimulate imagination and broaden your views.
9. Spend some time alone for the peace of solitude and silence.
10. Try to want what you have, instead of spending your strength trying to get what you want.

Saturday 4 February 2012

Jan-2012





                                                                 Bismillah, Walhamdulillah,
                                                                   Started writing :)







                                                                     Its My Year!!! ''12''   :)







                                                            Bought this book and started
                                                            reading it......









                                                 LOVE IT, Its soooooooooo relaxing :)








                                                               Relaxing 
                                                               Smile 
                                                               Love
                                                               Peace
                                                               Happy 
                                                               Beautiful 
                                                               Sharing 
                                                                 





 

Liking Birds these days,
It may be because I wanna enjoy life more than I am now, 
live fully, relax , feel light as am flying in the air..... :)








Alhamdulillah keeping up one of my 
new year resolutions. (1page a day)








She made me smile :)  
It was funny for me when I saw it...
she is broken and have no clothes
but her smile and body language is telling you that she
 is still dancing or is just about to get up, collect her broken parts, 
fix them up, and gonna have fun filled dancing...
                                                                           
                                     [I found her near the Roehampton club when I was walking home.
                                              She was by the tree where there is soil... not tiles ]









                                                               Got 2pairs  (white & black)
     
                                                   STORY;
                                                                Ahmad and Ch khan had an argument,
                                                    as before Mr khan just wanted to have fun filled
                                                    argument as he loves to to that......
                                                    How come someone can come on line on top commenting
                                                    on my post after about 5,6 months??????
                                                    That rang a bell......
                                                    I had enough of him and his sincere friendship as he clams ''I
                                                    know AF more than you Ahmad'' .........
                                                    Deleted him to end the wonderful thing...








                                                                 It was Baaaaaaaaad!!!!!!!!!!
                                                I was sooooooo upset, trying to stay calm,
                                                breaking in million pieces and collecting at the same time.
                                                Once I thought shell I call bhai If he can pick me up or mum?
                                                Then I thought no, this is my problem and i will have to face
                                                and it.... ''I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR MY LIFE''
                                       





                                                    I Absolutely love it, as I saw it first time.
                                                               







                                                      Moroccan food (Fulham)
                                                    Had lot of fun :)







                                                 I am Enjoying Sun through the Window
                                                  whenever it comes. :) it is so relaxing.


                                           
                                   


                                            From Friday the 27th of Jan I desperately
                                            want a break from routine life...just wanna
                                             go away even for few hours....
                                                           




CK,WAS THAT PERSON A FRIEND???
SO CALLED FRIENDS NEVER LAST !
NEED NO MORE FRIENDS!
HAVE LEARNT A LOT!
[ Sab jhoty  rishty  naty hain,
 sab dillrakhny ki batain hain]
April,May-2011


DAURAE-QURAN WITH DR.F HASHMI
RAMADAN- 8-2011 




:) 

my first Filofax (Personal Size)


filo- personal organiser 
15-9-11

A4 organiser 

In Barnes when I was going home, 
Subhan ALLAH, she made me sooo happy.

we went to Barnes pond  :)
Sep 2011

mnky levs  :)       Sep 2011


Gift from Dexter. Sep 2011

When I went to Shahens wedding I bought these.
Sep-2011


Princess the 2nd
28-10-2011




WAS A DISASTROUS  DAY, I WAS IN MILLION PIECES...
...BUT THE SAME DAY I DECIDED THAT 


ENOUGH IS ENOUGH !
HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THOSE WHO DON'T RESPECT ME!
I WON'T TAKE ANY MORE RUBBISH !
''TAKE A STAND FOR UR SELF RESPECT'' 




Mum brought these as i was a little upset 
12-11-2011


 
Dinner for me at  Tinseltown
had a lot of fun, first i didnt wanna go, but i didn wanted to
make her sad..a thought i wont enjoy but i tried to just
''Make my night very special and very happy''
(bhar me jay duniya, dont waste ur tim n lif fo useless things n ppl)



Eid-ul-Azhaa 2011
someone gave me 2 sweets in the Mosque.





Christmas Lights, Nov-2011


had fun with myself after a long v-tired time.
TP-F.11-2011




SO SAD,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,story.....
eK LARKI KO RING CHAHIYE THI nd LARKE NE
USKO TEDDY BEAR DIA LARKI NE GHUSSE SE
USE ROAD PER PHENK DYA LARKA WOH TEDDY
BEAR LE HI RAHA THA K eK CAR K BEECH A
GAYA nd MAR GAYA LARKI NE RO KAR TEDDY
BEAR KO GALE LAGAYA TO TEDY BEAR ME SE
AWAZ AYE WILL u MARRY ME? “THE RING IS IN
MY POCKET” —

20-11-2011



Wonderful gift from my country 
Sep-2011


Learnt about a Child's curiosity 
20-11-2011



 Creativity of mine and a little fellow 
Dec-2011


just to make her feel SPECIAL n happy 
Dec-2011
(sent a surprise dish at her work)

seemed funny, took e fo mnk..
Dec-2012


Sarial: ''screw of ur brain fell down wn u were pasin by..''
Dec--2011



At Valentina Italian food
14-12-2011






had 
bad Side effects Dec-2011




Winter Wonderland WITH MUM
27-12-2011


2011


AZMAR Restaurant edgware rd.
after Wonderland 27-12-2012




Developing a habit of reading books and writing to relax. 
DEC 2011




London new year Eve 2012



New year Eve 2012